Friday, December 21, 2007

Matt 32/365

I've known you for a little over 6 months now and you've always been so friendly. You're cute, ambitious and alot of fun. I really enjoy when you come by and we get to chat, even if lately that has crossed over the customer line...haha....its always fun!! Thanks for taking me out of my grumpy mood and I really hope things work out whichever way you want them to. Maybe we can start that restaurant together, but no swingers option...haha....

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

E 31/365

We were close growing up, almost like brother and sister instead of just cousins. I still remember all the "camping" nights we used to have on your dad's farm, back in the woods, and how we used to scare the crap out of each other at night. We've grown apart, gone our seperate paths and I feel sad. I really miss you and wish I could talk to you about what is going on in my life right now. You have a baby now that you don't ever see because of choices you've made. I want to know what made you make them, because I may soon be making the same ones.

Mr. D 30/365

Ah Mr. D! The Big D! You taught me to stand up for what I believe in, no matter the cost, because if I truly believe in something than I should stand up and be counted in life. You helped me arrange a meeting with the head of PAC and expose an issue that nobody wanted us to talk about, but I felt parents should know! Thanks for teaching me that what I think and feel actually means something and that I can do whatever I set my mind to. We were all lucky to have you as a teacher, I hope your enjoying life to its fullest.

Ms. B 29/365

I used to like french until I had to change schools and you basically told me everything I had learned was wrong. You made me feel stupid, insignificant and I lost the love for the language I once had passion for. You weren't a very good teacher, and you thought you knew it all. You were just a small town teacher who didn't follow her dreams and decided to squash her students. Next time, follow your own and leave us ours.

Mr Clark 28/365

You made me appreciate and understand that I was a good writer. I remember when you stood in class and told everyone that all the crap they wrote about love was just a bunch of garbage because at 16 what did we know about love, real love. You made me appreciate the little things and you taught me to look beyond what was infront of my face. Thank you. Because of you I still write today and I can still appreciate the ant and the mushroom.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Beisha 27/365

You were a pain in my ass growing up and for a long time I hated you. I dressed you up and painted your face to make you be a little doll. We were too much alike and you would scream and I would get in trouble. Now you are all grown up, with a child and husband of your own, and I'm so very proud of you. We've talked little over the last few years and I miss that, but I hope that we can get that back. You've grown up fast, but your doing great.

Jay Bird 26/365

My friend, whom I found after years, again in high school. My first musician crush. You pretended you didn't like me the same way but you gave me drum lessons that had me sitting in front of you and told Shaun that he was all wrong for me. High school, the lessons we learn after make me laugh at the things we used to do. You wanted to be a bad boy, you tried, but you were sweet, and made me laugh all the time. I'm sorry you moved away and we lost touch. We'll always have the band room and our drum lessons.

Curtis 25/365

You were my first major crush. You with your tatoos, bad ass attitude and dark, menacing looks. You would walk me home to make sure I got home safe and make fun of the other guys who were my friends. I thought your mom was your dad when I first met her, and felt horrible for a really long time. I learned to be tough and hide my feelings from everyone, from you. Because of you I've always loved bad boys. We were good friends once and I still miss talking to you.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Angel 24/365

I left you for now because really we didn't have much time together. I think about you every day and wonder what you would look like now. I felt so warm and so fulfilled when I found out about you, and then I felt empty and meaningless when you went away. I loved you, I still love you and I will remember you forever. You were my first, my little angel sent to give me a moment of joy. You brought to me the knowledge that being a mother was truly the most important thing in my life. I miss you! Mommy loves you.

AHole EX Boss 23/365

I worked for you only for a few days, and by the end of it I truly knew you to be a huge asshole. I worked long hours, was asked to do things that were never mentioned before, and in the end because you were late for your appointments you told me I was a fucking monkey. You know what, that was the best moment was when I told you to shove your job. Who's the monkey now!

Shells 22/365

I'm not sure what to make of you yet as you keep changing who you are. We are neighbours and starting to become friends, however you hit on my husband and tell me to keep my bad boy away from you as he's totally your type. Are you karma coming to bite my ass? Hmmm I haven't figured you out yet, but I'll tell you one thing. Stay away from my bad boy.

Monday, December 10, 2007

Dickie Dee Man 21/365

Every summer we would here the music from your truck and we would rush after to you like mad little creatures. You always kept going until you were halfway down the street and we laughed like a bunch of mad little chimps. Someone always didn't have enough money but you always gave them their ice cream. Thanks for the great summers mister dickie dee man, and I'm positive you contributed to the size of my ass today!!!

Precious 20/365

You drive me crazy, your opinionated and you think you know everything. I don't think your wife is really happy with you, I think she just stays because she's afraid of what is out there. I don't want to be you or her and for that reason I am getting out before that happens to him or me. He deserves a better father than you and a better wife than me. You could never accept him for just being him and he's working to prove you right. I am tired of listening to you and won't miss you even a little bit. You are mean, uncaring and punish your wife all the time for what she did. You do the same to your son and he is worth more than that. He is who he is and the apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

Hottie Neighbour 19/365

Well I must say that at times its annoying living next door to you with the damn dog and the loud music you seem to like playing late at night in the summer, it is a bonus that you are pretty damn fine looking! Little do you know that we all gather on our balconies to watch you cut the grass or play with the kids outside on the trampoline. Better yet is when you decide to go swimming. Thanks for making the summers pleasant and with delightful scenery.

Night Gown Neighbour 18/365

When you first moved in we didn't even think anyone was living there for the first month or so as we never even saw you. Then when we started to see you coming and going about your business in the yard you were always in your long white night gown. Showing way more than anyone ever needed to see. You didn't have one good thing to say about BC and only complained about how you wanted to go back to your beloved Ontario. Then before I knew it you were gone in the middle of the night bound for you beloved Eastern Tundra! I wish you well and will never look at a night gown the same again!

Friday, December 7, 2007

Crazy Chick 17/365

Well I met you for only a short time, and that's okay. You gave me flowers and kissed my cheek which really freaked me out. I took your man away from you and waved goodbye. You told me you'd like to say it was nice meeting me but it wasn't that you hoped to see me again, but you didn't. No worries, I totally felt the same. Perhaps tho you would have been the better choice for him than I was/am, deep down I think you really did love him, but didn't know how to show him how. Hope you've grown up a little and realized that some people are worth keeping.

Red Neck Man 16/365

I don't know how I met you, and really don't ever want to remember. You invited yourself to join a friend and I for dinner and then proceeded to tell me I knew nothing because I was a woman. You saw nothing wrong with your red neck, out your ass comments, and even invited me back to your friends house for a party. You seemed shocked when I told you I had to go home and wash my hair. You even emailed me three more times. I hope you are having fun with your six pack of beer and your hand.

Drummer Boy 15/365

Oh my little freaky drummer boy, how you won me over. Our first date you introduced yourself to my dad so that he would feel comfortable. Little did he know that later that night you'd be offering me pot and trying to get down my pants. It really was a fun date, too bad you were so insecure when I wasn't around. You drive better stoned than sober. You were fun for awhile.

Yellow Shorts Guy 14/365

A long time ago, Ivy and I saw you riding your bike along the the road towards the bridge. Not a care in the world, no shirt only a pair of bright banana yellow bike shorts and a head band. Why do I still remember you I have no idea, but it was freakin funny. Must feel great to be so carefree you really don't care what other people think! Ahh freaky bike shorts guy, I hope you are still peddling the roads with not a care in the world.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Honking One Nut 13/365

You were definitely one of a kind and had ideas of your own. For some reason you never wanted to send me a picture which led me to believe you were hiding something. I definitely don't miss the drunkin phone calls where you would spank yourself with the hairbrush. Weird doesn't begin to describe you, but you gave Ivy and I reasons for absolute laughter. Have fun with your hairbrush, or rather your mother's you freak!

Scotty 12/365

You wanted to protect me from him. You wanted me for yourself. I never meant to hurt you and was honest with you from the start. I love you as a friend and have always wanted you to be happy. I don't know that she always makes you happy, but I hope she does. He's your friend and you go along way back. I have never meant to hurt him either and I hope you understand.

Oh Gumby 11/365

We met in college, and Ivy gave you that name. I laughed so hard watching you pretend to be the big man on campus. We had many laughs, and many sersious converstations. You broke my best friends heart and for that I won't ever forgive you. I hope you have learned to stop blaming others for your mistakes and grown up even just a little. We've all moved on, our lives are much better, I hope yours is too.

Mr. Hair 10/365

Dark, mysterious, sexy, and total bad boy! Green eyes that made me melt and a smile that made me weak in the knees. I thought I was madly in love with you but back then I didn't know what love was. You had the motorcycle, the old cars, you fix things with your hands and you embodied all I thought I wanted. Your loss and I'm okay with that.

White Butt 9/365

I fancied myself attracted to you. We met in college and you probably had no idea who I was, but that didn't stop me from watching every move you made. Thinking back now I think I was more attracted to your truck than anything else. Never did get to see whether you really had a super white butt! You never were the bad boy, I hope your life is better now.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Saviour 8/365

You gave me hope when I had none left. You made me believe that a child was not impossible. You are kind, understanding, compassionate and always ready with tissue. You take the time to listen to me ramble through rivers of tears. I feel like you really care and known where I'm coming from. You understand my pain.

Ditzy Broad 7/365

I've known you for years and you haven't changed one bit. Your frustrating and annoying but always a good laugh. You lie without even knowing you are doing it and then blame others for your mistakes. I don't agree with how you run your life, and perhaps its time we parted ways.

Man Whore 6/365

You were my first and will always be special. You handled me with care and then forgot about me. I was another notch on your bed post, of which there have been many, and you didn't care how I felt. You called for booty calls and god knows what else, you always were a bit of a freak. The list of women has been long, I'm sure the diseases have been many too. I'm glad I never went back and you should be glad you have medical.

Dr. Hell 5/365

You told me lies and made me cry. You took my dreams and squashed them under your shoe. You have no bedside manner, are cold and think you are God. You are not God and for that alone you can go rot in Hell!

She Devil 4/365

You I hate and I don't hate many. You I want to disappear forever. You have what I want, what is mine and I despise you for it. You live with him and I believe you are starting to love him. He loves me and you need to leave.

Monday, December 3, 2007

BBB 3/365

You are the greatest love of my life. With you I don't have to hide. You are one of my best friends. You broke me once and left me to mend myself. Passion, sexuality, adventure and need. You I fear.

Paladin 2/365

You were there for me when I was broken. You took my heart lovingly and let me know it was okay to love again. You are one of my best friends and my greatest fan. I will always love you, no matter which path we have to take.

Twisting Ivy 1/365

You are my sanity when I feel insane. You are the sister I always wanted. You are the keeper of my secrets. Life wouldn't be the same without you.

Creative Interlude

Well taking inspiration from my fellow conspirator and fellow blogger Candy, I've decided to take a break from all the heavy, mind numbing writing I've been doing lately. This is a journey into Arwyn's world of misadventure and adventure. I'm not sure that I know 365 people, but I'm willing to give it a shot and attempt a foray into the jungles of humanity. Perhaps with a small twist onto the highway to hell depending on who I'm writing about.

I hope you enjoy this little interlude and have fun on the adventure through Arwyn's world.

Warning: This could be a very bumpy ride and is not for the faint at heart.